Okay, I admit it. I’m hardheaded, and sometimes that’s a good thing. Like when I first began my writing journey.
I was hardheaded enough to believe that editors were wrong and that I did have something worthwhile to say, even though I’d been writing for years and had nothing to show for it. After seven years, 63 rejections, and the sense to realize I had a lot to learn, I finally received an acceptance–I was a published writer! Since most writers receive 5-10 rejections and quit, I determined that hardheadedness was a real blessing for me as a writer.
But then there are the other times.
I want you to know that most I mornings I do start the day with the Lord. After all, I know that’s the best way to set the day’s course by His course.
But sometimes I’m too hardheaded to do what I know I should. On those days, I tell myself I just don’t have time.
Oh, it’s not that I don’t want to spend time with Jesus. There is nothing like starting my day with my Lord, my Bible, and my coffee. But with deadlines, caregiving responsibilities, and a demanding speaking and ministry schedule, my hardheadedness sometimes convinces me that I just can’t stop and wait on Him.
I had such a day one year at the Christian Communicators Conference, where I was investing in the lives of women who are called to a speaking ministry. It was Friday morning, one of the most jam-packed days, and I’d had a short night of sleep. After getting a late start, I mentally rescheduled my quiet time to the evening and concentrated on my early morning to-do list.
The day went well, but it was late that night when I finally turned to the day’s devotion. My heart was broken by what I read. It was as if Sarah Young, author of Jesus Calling, had watched me that morning as I put my time with Christ on hold. She called “waiting before working” an act of faith and ended with the promise that when we turn to Jesus for guidance, He enables us to do less, but accomplish more. I confessed the mismanagement of my priorities and belatedly waited on the Lord.
In order to be best prepared for whatever lies ahead, I need to commit each day to waiting before working. Looking at my to-do list through human eyes it’s easy to become hardheaded, thinking that I know more than my Father.
But by putting my waiting before my working, I give Him the honor He deserves and open myself up to His power. I may do less than I thought it required, but accomplish more that He has planned for me.
And even I’m not too hardheaded to see the blessing in that.
In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation. Psalm 5:3 NIV
Grace and peace be yours in abundance,
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